#i wasnt having an asthma attack for the reacord just incredibly uhh
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anyways i woke up this morning with 2 hours of sleep and really fucking hungry and The Shakes
#thats how u know im real fucked up rn#like my hands dont shake that bad unless im actively having an asthma attack#i wasnt having an asthma attack for the reacord just incredibly uhh#no energy??#i need fucking food.....#michi tag#speaking of asthma attacks im gonna talk about it anyways once in the legendary soccer game where i made over 80 saves and yet we still lost#that im incredibly bitter aboit to this day anyways it was literally a dive ball bounces off hands get up dive again bc your defense decided#to imitate a colander today ball bounces again bc u literally are too tired to get a proper grasp of it#get up and/or dive again to repeat or the farce ends when i manage to leap on top of the ball and get it in my possesion#like genuinely i was wheezing on the field man bc i didnt have TIME to catch my breath#and at one point i landed on the ball wrong and may or may not have gotten the wind knocked out of me#so i was like actively wheezing trying very hard to get air and the ball. would not. stop. coming.#like my defense was usually good but that day they said fuck me in particular and just. wouldnt do their job#theyre lucky we didnt get scored on any more than we already did i busted my fucking ass that day#anyways i was wheezing as previously mentioned and i was fairly sure i was having an asthma attack and i could have possibly stopped the gam#game to get that fixed re: inhaler but i was like if i stop now theyll probably switch me out and we literally do not have another goalie to#replace me and wed probably lose miserably so im gonna power thru and i did!!#as soon as the whistle sounded for half time i deadass collapsed on the ground and like vaguelly waved my arm around to get help#and my dad was like good job and got me water and i was like NO. WHEEZING. ALBUTEROL. and instead of running to get it he made me stand up a#and hobble to my bag like i wasnt actively dying and i was scared as hell bc my asthma doesnt usually get bad enough to do That too me#like bestie i could barely hold my albuterol i was shaking too much. anyways i was fine afterwards thank god and we lost that game and i was#super upset bc again busted my ass and we STILL lost partly bc i was exhausted but mostly bc my team was ass#and i skirted my whole team and immediately fled to the car to have a good sob#and my team found me anyways sadly and were all very insistent that it wasnt my fault and its like obvs its not my fault im just super mad t#that yall sucked ass so bad and despite my incredible efforts we lost anyways and im absolutely blaming you#but i couldnt say that obvs so i was like SNIFFS sure thanks pls go so i can cry in peace#literally worst game of my life 10/10 would not repeat. the time i blacked out briefly in another game is a close second tho#this is not relevant to the post at all but i needed to say this regardless
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